A Rant of The Insane for The Insane by The Insane

dydreamxbelievr @ 2009-04-12T20:57:00

2009-04-13T00:59:22Z

Today I saw him.

We went to see Watchmen.

Sometimes, I doubt if he really likes me.

But in that moment, I wanted to just throw myself at him and let it be over with. I wanted to melt in his arms.

And that was when I realized:

"Oh shit. I'm SO fucked."

dydreamxbelievr @ 2009-03-15T23:02:00

2009-03-16T03:10:10Z

I used to post on here so often. I wonder what happened =[

Writer's Block: If Animals Could Talk

2009-03-02T01:17:12Z

If you could ask your pet any question (and they could answer you), what would it be?

Submitted By frisinator

View 501 Answers

I would ask Guiness, why do you always run away?

Nothing was the same again. All about where and when.

2009-02-17T03:24:29Z

A beat. Boom, boom, boom. Heart beat. Pounding chest.

I haven't been here in a while, have I? I suppose I fell off the face of the Earth, or perhaps I just never have anything to say anymore.

I got a new idea for a story. But I'm not sure if it's good for a story. I'm thinking.....SCREENPLAY!!!! I used to only write dialogue, actually. I wrote a few scripts in my day, but they all sucked. Both Laura and Derrick said that my forte was dialogue. So I don't know. I'm trying to go back into the things I used to write, before I got enraptured with a muse and things like pretty, empty words and endless snowy nights, falling snowflakes far too dainty. A Penny Lane of sorts. Though I doubt her fruit-flavored douches and her pills really helped the Stones that much. [<33 Almost Famous, fyi]

But I used to write [not well, might I add. I don't really think I've ever improved much, though I'd like to hope I've improved SOME] not a sentence of drivelly love stories and poems of sunrises and bullshit like that. I wrote fantasy stories of a race of people who lived beneath the ocean, I made up worlds and wrote extensive stories and made maps. I wrote about medieval witch hunts and yelling people and the smell of burning flesh.

I'm going back to my roots. Hopefully the word love never comes up.

copied from casey

2009-01-19T17:52:01Z

Go to urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the definition it gives you.

1. Your Name? Talia

-

Derives from the latin word Talimanus, meaning one who carries the beat. Talia's are usually found feasting on deadly poisonous snakes in specific parts of Africa. Talia's are very capable of killing midgets especially when they're paralyzed. If ever caught near one, run. Although they can be deadly, to midgets, Talia's are capable of emitting incredible music getures. It is rare to witness such a sight, but it is american idol quality.

"Woah, check out that Talia eatting a poisonous snake. That is quite a dangerous act, I hope she stops doing that very soon before she may die. Cuz those Talias can really carry a beat and losing such a talent is bad to our society."

2. Your Age? 16

-

Legal age for fucking in the UK.

1. Woohoo! I'm 16! Now I can go and get my brains fucked even more by some guy.
2. Shit, now I can't fuck guys over threatening statutory rape after they fuck my brains out.
3. Woohoo! My girlfriend turned 16 today. Now I can fuck her brains out in front of the cop shop! and give them the finger at the same time! ...Next day: *knock at door* "I'm afraid we're going to have to take you to the station for indecent public behaviour, and for having sex with a minor - she turned 15 yesterday, not 16" ... "Shit, the fucking bitch slut!"

3. One of your friends? Rita
-

The ultimate in perfection. A beautiful, intelligent, sexy and successful person that you can't help but want to be with all the time.

Shit, I want Rita so bad but she seems to be to good for me.

4. What should you be doing? homework
- (Noun) a punishment given to students by evil teachers after the students have already put in 7 hours of hard labor.

5. Favorite color? green
-yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?

'yo, where da green at?'

6. Hometown? brooklyn
- Best borough of NYC. The home of many greats; rappers, actors, singers, loactions for great movies, pizza, nail places, hair salons, etc.

Bklynz da shit man :)

7. Month of your birthday? february
- the best month ever.. every person born in this month is a true pimp and gets all the guys/girls

dude i love this month, february is the best

8. Last person you talked to on the phone? Angela

loves girls extreamly too much.but knows how to act like they like boys.when with girls who are close, best friends, says things like ohh! put your leg on top of me hurry! or like ahhhh! i'm scared. hold me! and it is quite disturbing at times.
--wow.they are scary and like all the attention. at times quite annoying. crazy lesbian lover. they like to spend the night with you all the time and insist to sleep in the same bed as you. hmmm. wonder why!

That girl likes singing the song, "I Kissed a Girl" too much. i think she is a angela all the way.

9. Favorite sport? hockey

Sport that all the sexy men play.
Guys with great, muscular legs! Yummy!

Man, he plays soccer, what a hottie!!

10. Your last name? Sabag
-it is a certain dance, somewhat like the crip mixed with the harlem shake, but ten times cooler

the greatest dance in the world created by mr. sabag himself

where have i been on this website...

2009-01-19T14:33:16Z

Or any, for that matter? Perhaps we disappear from the planet Earth when we have nothing of relative importance or significance to say. Not that I seem to ever have anything of significance to say, but there I go again, degrading myself, creating a person less than who she really is.

I feel almost....buried. Buried beneath a whole lot of expectations and failures and winged hopes, which are in fact flighty dreams. And they do fly. They fly so fast that I had neither time nor power to catch them. But that seems to be the nature of these things in my case.

But where am I since I last posted here. I made promises to myself, and I don't think I've kept them well, but I'm trying. But I suppose that sort of thing does not belong here.

I suppose sometimes, we really have nothing better to say than reiterate what has been said for a decent year and nearly a half, hoping to whomever that saying it again and again will make it go away. GET OUT OF MY HEAD.

Get out of my head.

competition song

2008-12-21T04:23:59Z

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. If someone says "is this ok?" you say
Hard To Say

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Time Turned Fragile

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Until the bombs wipe out the clouds

4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
who i am hates who i've been

5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
star money

6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
hysteria

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
your legs grow

8. ANGRY SONG?
sparks

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
gone away

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
dog eat dog

11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
12:51

12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Toro

13. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
just like i remember

14. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
teenagers

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
son of a widow

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
heartbreak hotel

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
sea to sea

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
come on kids

19. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
one is the loneliest number

20. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
burn out bright

21. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
shelcha

22. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
citizen erased

23. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
to what end

24. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
samson

25. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
forget december

26. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
beautiful

27. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
in da club

28. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
wake up

29. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
ghost of york

30. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
competition song

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-12-20T17:27:00

2008-12-20T22:36:08Z

Well. That's why they have transfer students.

stolen

2008-12-01T03:19:25Z

Last:
01. Last Cigarette: a month ago? idk?
02. Last kiss: 2 months ago? a month ago? what month is it?
03. Last Cry: yesterday
04. Last Library Book Checked out: brave new world
05. Last Movie Seen In Theater: twilight
06. Last Book Read: the stranger
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: FUCK!!!!
08. Last Beverage Drank: diet pepsi
09. Last Food Consumed: pizza
12. Last Time Showered: HAHA uh....I'M GOING IN 10 MINUTES, OKAY?!
13. Last Shoes Worn: uggs...stfu
15. Last Soda Drank: diet pepsi
16. Last Thing Written: hey, babe, do you have your matches stuff all in one neat little package?

18. Last Annoyance: the disappearance of number 17
19. Last Time Scolded: in the car
20. Last Web Site Visited: facebook

Body:
01. Piercings: ears, but i want to do nose
02. Tattoos: nooope
03. Height: 5'9
04. Hair color: blonde
05. Eye color: green

Last:
01. Movie you rented: house of 1000 corpses
03. Song you listened to: big girls, Mika
04. Song that was stuck in your head?: natural's not in it, gang of four
05. CD you bought: the verve pipe
06. Person that's called you: avi
10. Person you were thinking of: sangeeta...wow that's sounds creepy
11. Friend you made mad: idk i generally piss off everyone. it's probably rita.
T-R-U-E O-R F-A-L-S-E.
01. You have a crush on someone: true
02. You wish you could live somewhere else:true
03. Think about suicide: not right now
04. You believe in a God: true
05. You want more Piercings: true
06. You drink/have drunk: true
07. You do/did drugs: true
08. You smoke/have smoked: cigarettes? true
09. You like cleaning: false HAHAHAH I=SLOB
10. You like roller coasters: truuuuuuuuuuue
11. You write in cursive: sometimes

For/Against:
01. Long distance relationship: idkkk...
02. Teenage smoking: against but i plead the fifth
03. Doing drugs: mostly, but it depends which
04. Driving drunk: against!!!!

Have you:
01. Ever cried over the opposite sex: nope =]
02. Ever lied to someone: duh
03. Ever been in a fist fight: yes
04. Ever been arrested:nope

Random
01. Who is your best friend: i dont really pick best friends, but if i did, it would be sangeeta, rita and kathleen. NO. BRAINER.
02. Shoes do you wear: i have 24 pairs. it's a cyclee
03. Are you scared of love: nope
04. What are your favorite bands? i hate this question, only because i mean, its more like...whaat am i in the mood to listen to today. but if i had to pick, it would be no doubt

Number:
01. Of times you have been in love? twice
02. Of times you have had your heart broken? a million times
03. Of hearts you have broken: never....at least, i dont think so.
04. Of drugs taken? one drug, several times
05. Of people you consider your enemies? VOLDEMORT =D
06. Of scars on your body? too many to count
07. Of things in your past that you regret? can't count, but no regrets, so i guess thats none

EIGHT lasts:

8. last person kissed: plead the fifth

7. last beverage: diet pepsi

6. last phone call: kathleen?

5. last text message: maria

4. last cd played: lazuz

3. last bubble bath: like 4 years ago?

2.last time you cried: yesterday

1. last meal: pizza at the ncsy center

SIX have you's:

6. have you ever dated someone twice: well angela and i broke up like every week so i suppose i dated her like 15 times xDDD

5. have you ever been cheated on: no

4. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it: yes.

3. have you ever lost someone: yes. i've lost a lot of people, though a few have come back

2. have you ever been depressed: mmhm

1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: nope

SEVEN things you did in the past three days:

1. Went to school: nope

2. Went to work:have none of that. I NEED A JOB

3. Colored: lol no

5. Been drunk: nope

6. Slept: duhhhhhhhhhhhh

7. Been High: nope

list THREE favorite colors:
1. green
2. red
3. teal

list TWO things you want to do before you die:

1. publish something
2. see the world

What do you think of:

1.Drugs? hm

2. Lowering the drinking age? yes

3. drinking and driving? never

4. Straight, Gay, Bi? open to all, but i loves me the women xD

5. Do you have a crush?yeek. can you call it that?

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? rita, but only when it's done properly

7. Do you believe in love at first sight: kind of yes and kind of no
8. Is there something you want to tell someone?: not really
9. What brand of shirt are you wearing?: forever 21

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? jah =D

11. Do you have "a thing" for anyone on your top friends?:jah =D YEAH SANGEETA THAT MEANS YOU lmfao

12. How many people on your top friends? idk?

13. How many kids do you want to have?: 2 or 3

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?: sometimes

15. Do you wanna change your name? To what? nopee

17. What time did you wake up today? ummm 1030ish

18. What were you doing at midnight last night? onlinee

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?:go to college

20. Last time you saw your dad?: last night.........ABBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
21. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: IDK?

22. Which hand do you like better? right

23. What are you listening to right now? polaris, jimmy eat world

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yup
26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: uh huh

27. Least favorite month? march

28. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? my dad's shirt.

29. Who's getting on your nerves right now? no one

30. Most visited webpage? probably blogger.

31. Would you help your best friend in fight if he/she is losing? i would help even if they were winning

32. Coke or Pepsi? coke lol

33. What was the worst day of your life? idk what a weird question.
34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? lmfao FUCK NO.

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world?pretty much, yeah.

36. Do you think there's some models/people out there, that should gain a couple pounds? i'll feed them the cheeseburger.

Oh, but it's cold...

2008-11-20T20:49:10Z

Today was a good day.

I got accepted to University of Vermont!!!!!!!!!!!
I got a hair complement by someone kinda cute, but imma not say who.
I had a good salad for lunch.
Wolfe gave an extension on a homework that was supposed to do for Monday. Which means I can breathe this weekend.
I get an extra weekend to study for my AP Economics test of GDP, due to missing the test tomorrow.
I like my project for art, even if Kathleen is going to hate it and it's not was Casquerelli assigned. But just don't want to paint a person.

And now I have to pack my bag for this shabbos, which is going to be so busy. =D I'm spending Shabbos in West Hempstead, then Sat. night I'm making Hannukah packages in Darchei Noam in Oceanside, and then on Sunday I'm giving platelets. NO ASPRIN, RITA, AND EAT A LOT OF CALCIUM-RICH FOODS.

Yeah. I know I haven't posted in a while. Whatever. =D

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-10-27T23:01:00

2008-10-28T03:09:40Z

methinks just by like.....headdesk default, i need yoda. like, now.

THE FORCE IS WITH YOU.

YEAH BULLSHIT.

god, i'm so fucking angry. manny, no. eric, no. leah, no. becca, no. mike, no response. Right. Because my life wasn't currently hard enough, what with comparing limo prices around long island for an ncsy event, 3 essays yet to write, makeup rad work, balancing my really caulostrophobic [sp?] calender, and all and all.

And plus, I have just....too much overlap. And it's driving me crazy.

And....uch...I don't know what to do about Sat. Should I tell Yitz and Daniel that I can't get them housing, only because then I'd feel responsible to wait with them until their rides came and I'd NEVER make it to Maria's.

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-10-13T00:08:00

2008-10-13T04:12:27Z

Wow. I haven't posted in a while. I suppose not much to say. But I ought to talk anyway. I just have all these emotions and feelings and thoughts running through my mind and making a mess of it, and after i had just cleaned up too.

I wish I had something to just...hold on to. SOmething definite, something trustworthy. But I'm talking nonsense. HA!

And I really fucking hate missing all this school. because I have all this makeup work that I'll be given and yada yada yada. =[

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-10-06T17:08:00

2008-10-06T21:09:07Z

Write your name.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
4. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
6. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
7. If you do this you MUST post this on yours. You MUST.

23 of 24 blonde moments

2008-09-21T06:35:20Z

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[x] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[x] You just laughed.

total so far= 8

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about.
[x] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[x] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

total so far= 13

[x] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket

total so far= 15

[x] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.

total so far= 23

Repost as “I’ve Had _ of 24 Blonde Moments"

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-09-18T21:41:00

2008-09-19T01:41:26Z

Thank you.

Edit: Yeah. I do need some ass.

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-08-27T01:45:00

2008-08-27T05:47:13Z

I can't do this to myself.

I'm going to fucking sleep.

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-08-24T11:17:00

2008-08-24T15:19:22Z

Time is of the essence, dears. We only get so much of it. Make it last.

Each moment is precious. Too good to waste.

And I'm done wasting it.

vanilla...

2008-08-21T04:52:37Z

but not like the sex. xD

By the way, mom and I went to Taiko for dinner. And the resturant smelt of vanilla. And so did the car. And when we went to drop off kayla's clothes for a sleepover, it smelt of vanilla there too.

And this room smells of vanilla.

And I know you love that.

There's a party in my pants, and no, it's not the dildo.

2008-08-19T22:03:06Z

OMG. TRAIN HOBOssss. 'if you want my body. and you think i'm sexy..." UHHHHH. And tastycakes man is buying a bong. Why is tastycakes boy buying a bong? Talia, those pants make your hips look fat. WHAAAA??

BITCH, I'M BLOWING UP THIS SUBWAY. Mamoun's falafel. EATING FOOOOOD. Let's tease Becca in hebrew. =P

YESH MESIBAH B'MICHNASAIM SHELI ACHSHAV. ACHSHAVVVVVVVVVVVV. AT ROTZA LEVOH?
LO. LO TODA, TALIA.
LAMA LO.
AIN LE KOACH.

Same hat, different street corner. BAMN! But this ice cream is FREE leah!!!!! Bubble tea tastes like shittytea. OH NO WE MUST DISPOSE OF THE SHIT.

I KISSED A BROWNIE AND I LIKED IT. TASTE OF IT'S YUMMMMMY GOODNESS.

Brownie of hell. Hell?? IT'S HELL WHEN YOUR PANTS DON'T FIT!!!!!

Talia+australian iron fairies

48 % innocent

2008-08-18T23:27:26Z

Here's the deal... Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% Virgin.

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Fingered someone/been fingered.
9. Given/recieved a blowjob.
10. Been verbally/sexually harassed.

So far: 93%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

So far: 87%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.

So far: 83%

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.

So far: 77%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

So far: 71%

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

So far: 65%

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

So far: 59%

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78, Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

So far: 57%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore

so far: 53%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been molested.

total left: 48%

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-08-12T10:04:00

2008-08-12T14:06:51Z

There's nothing to fucking do. I think I'll just channel fucking flip for the next 10 hours, until I get depressed enough to shoot myself.

dydreamxbelievr @ 2008-08-12T03:06:00

2008-08-12T07:06:40Z

can't stay awake any longer. <3

The crabs love Talia's foot but not nearly as much as Kathleen's Thigh.

2008-08-03T22:48:49Z

So I didn't get tanner. =\ Oh well.....

I'll make up for being a douchebagwhomissespeople'sbirthdays by buying something REALLY kickass from Boston. Along with that ankh that you lost in the ocean. =[ At least there's some really stylin' fish out there. Or evil crab of evilness. That attack's bodies. GRRRRRR evil crabs.

And just walking and talking and all was really good. I don't know....I just...I lovce being able to talk freely, and to be understood. If you know what I mean. And I'm there if you need to talk. About anything. =]

HEHE and cute starbucks boys that catch us hysterically laughing about Talia's Ass. *uhhhhhhhh*
[I'll see you friday?]

<33333333333333333333333
Just know I love you lots, babe.

We'll be the old ladies in the nursing home, proding the other old ladies with our canes. And laughing about it. But hopefully we don't get that old. That I start calling you Kayla or some shit like that. xDDDD

cillian murphy...

2008-08-03T03:44:54Z

so he is delicious. utterly. yummy.

now that that's been said, friday was really amazing. i mean, first i went to pratt, which is so, so, so beautiful. it's crazy how pretty it is, smack dab in brooklyn. it makes me regret not dorming, but then i wouldn't be able to see any of you, and besides, i can't afford that. but it was so nice.

but was i didn't regret about dorming was the people, cuz the people in my group were just SO much better. xD perhaps because we're from new york, and thus, we own. yeah, that sounds about right.

and then kathleen came over, and we talked for like a bazillion years in my room, and had a tv dillema, and watched red eye and the first 45 minutes of batman begins. and then we talked some more, and she stayed for shabbos dinner and then we just like schmoozed with my parents. [about dune] it was really nice.

i really regret not hanging out with kathleen half as much as i should. during the year, she's very busy, and all. and i have ncsy, and especially this year, with regional board, so that's intense amounts of work. and she has wic. so i hardly see her, and then i remember how much i miss her.

and then leah ruined today, but then lauren feinstein wayyy fixed it. she's having a pool party next sunday, and wishes you could come =[.

and halloween plans are under way. alice in wonderland in speculation.

ars poetica

2008-07-30T17:21:24Z

ARS POETICA

Poetry is a method of

F R E E D O M

Liberation from the conventions of everyday

No judge but yourself

Rules to abide

~~DESTROYED~~

Poetry found in the likely

Routine

Normalcy

Everything can be beautiful

Poetry is a release of emotion

Waves escape through waves

A poem should not be a tool

Nor means to an .END.

A poem can be whatever you will

Take any

H E

A P

you so please

Break the rules that don’t exist

You are in your own world

Build it

Create it

Eliminate it

It’s only for y.o.u.